Inconstant light will update fortnightly from today. This has little to do with Mars. It is a consequence of irreversible thermodynamics, evolution beyond the axolotl, and causation.
With strong and weak nuclear forces,
you might try to bind every atom of your being,
to neither dissipate nor propagate. To build a bulwark
against living’s effervescence, you might try.
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I visited the Martian Stereomart in Eridânia,
where the upper crust shop for fashionable
cryo-pastries from Terra, and in my meanders
à la mode, I found a bargain:
Synaptic inhalants at a one-day-only price,
mental modifications for the illusional
in a range of peachy retro flavors,
designer thoughts with after wheels for breakfast
and cardboard charioteers.
I selected
from a Pisa Tower
of sprays in shades
of blue, and accidentally
sent them tumbling to the floor.
As I began rebuilding, a chromatic stranger
paused to watch my progress,
and I babbled thoughtfully.
I fear that these synaptic sprays are more than
temporary illusions. My mind’s a jacket, torn,
re-stitched and stitched again,
alterations made to fit a shapeless void inside.
Those are not inhalants, the stranger warned,
they’re cleaning fluid for Martian windows,
but let me set your mind at ease.
When you gaze at your reflection in my mirrored eyes,
when you hear me tell you I am Deija Thoris,
the vitreous Martian Princess,
your mind is altered. With every sense perception,
your mind is altered. That is why you’re staring.
I checked the label on the spray
that I’d already sampled.
Her logic was imperturbable,
and not without contextual tragedy.
I’m as derivative as a featherless parrot,
disproportionate in every word I speak,
yet I recall that once we nearly met.
It was the day your royal guard invaded Wollongong,
ravaged it with solar-powered death rays.
So many conquests, I’m afraid it doesn’t ring a bell.
I shrugged. It’s a place that isn’t easy to remember,
and I almost thought a little further.
I’d caught a glimpse of a consequential path,
a promenade of reflections.
background
- strong and weak nuclear forces
- Deija Thoris, the Martian Princess of Glass, based on A Princess of Mars by Edgar Rice Burroughs. Dejah Thoris is the Red Martian Princess of Helium.
artwork
the night’s reflections (detail above) from VEE, the visual evolution engine, and TIM, the illustrated mind (EEG). VEE and TIM artworks are now at Artxio, a global online art market based in Sydney.
Perfect art, very fitting. And one day I would like to “babble thoughtfully” rather than in my usual aimless manner.
Hope everything is alright.
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Sometimes I think before and wind up babbling anyway. Most of the time actually. Thank you Sascha.
All good. What has happened is that WP once a week has pushed out my long-term goals. I am hoping WP once a fortnight (with everything) will be enough for me to make some real progress, although looking at what I want to do realistically, it will still be a struggle. Perhaps I will run shorter posts over two instalments and use two different parts of one artwork. I may have to delay the lunar railgun launch anyway. 😸
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Vague and Greek and incompletely understood. 🙂
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I don’t think I explained clearly enough. I’ll try again. Let’s start with the equation of the universe: 0=0. Then by induction, we have squirrels, axolotls and fish, but the unknown variable x wants to fit in somewhere. Now we have a problem because the Greek Alphabet only goes from alpha to omega, and there is no place for x, even though you can find it in axolotls. That is because there are no Greek axolotls. I hope that clarifies.😸
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Moving on to sanskrit
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I’d love to visit the Martian stereomart 😉 I love it
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Thank you, Rhapsody. In some ways, it is a mixture of real places. The Mars that I like is the Mars of the Golden Age of sci-fi. Elon Musk is welcome to go to the actual planet. 🚀
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Perfect in every way. 😉
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“alterations made to fit a shapeless void inside”…another unique and beautiful poem, Steve.
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Thank you, Sobhana. I find it a challenge to come up with something a bit different when there is so much already out there. And you need to be in the right state of mind as well.
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i love a place i can let my madness lose and not be asked why or how. chromatic and synaptic, a recovering asthmatic living in permanent discord, the inhalant has a secret ingredient, am I right?!
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Rhythmically and rhymingly right, Gina. When I was young they gave me many strange things to inhale and swallow, possibly some of them were effective. The adrenaline injections kind of worked. I remember one pill took the lining off my throat.
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I watched my son struggle through all that. Hope you are well now.
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The picture is awe inspiring, but the poem, brilliant as it is , is way above my head. It is very clever but again too complex for my tiny brain to take in.
Keep going Steve. I’m sorry you will only be in touch once a fortnight.
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Thank you, Margaret. I’m pretty sure that if you knew what was going on inside my head you’d be disappointed, it’s mostly hollow. I will try to keep up with once a fortnight; it’s valuable for me to do it, in many ways.
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Those synaptic inhalers seem toxic and addictive… same with the Martian princess, perhaps?
It’s too bad you’ll only be posting once every two weeks, but we all need to prioritize according to our goals. 🙂
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I agree, Margarisa. When one is young and innocent, fantasies of Martian princesses can be both of those things. Fantasy has its place, but one has to know where that is. Now where is my green paint? Time to cosplay a Martian Warrior. 😸
Thanks, and yes, with the fortnightly WordPress, it’s all about priorities – it is too easy to put short-term goals above long-term simply because they are short-term.
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I wish to be there, Steve, on the day the royal guard invaded Wollongong.
Turn us back, my friend. Perhaps a fortnight is as much as we need.
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I fear the royal guard may have misread their maps with that one, Frank. An error in the galactic coordinates, out by a planet or two.
With WordPress, I’m slower than I’d like to be. I have to wind it back, although I love doing it all. Apparently you’re not supposed to post so infrequently, but I’m hoping it’s better than not at all. PS: new avatar, maybe? Very writerly.
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Many demands on a fellow, Steve. You can only do what you can do.
I think these creative forms move in cycles. It’ll come back when you’re ready for to.
Yes to the avatar. I’m messing around with looks and presentation and author pages and images. No doubt there will be more change to come.
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Wow, when I accidentally bumble and send things into all kinds of disarray, I can usually only come up with, “er, sorry”, or if particularly articulate that day, maybe, “oops”. I must write these lines on my hand.
I love how the stranger interrupted such profound thoughts…there’s an existential crisis in aisle 6 but forget that, we have products to sell, and to sell accurately.
I love this art too!
I am not talented enough to appreciate your work fully, but one of my life goals is to find the perfect coffee to help me bluff my way through life at a better level 🙂
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